la simplicité d'amour

听见...

2010-08-22T02:13:00.000+08:00

你不开心的脸
仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘
距离就算在靠近眼前
我们一样没交点

没有你的世界
就像寒冬没有春天依偎
少了你不在身边
我的四季只剩下冬天

悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演
静下来的世界
有我的思念
也有你的空虚无边

你有没有听见
寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延
他住进我们之间
消耗着我和你的永远

你有没有听见
思念的呼唤传遍每条街
就算你走的再远
累了回头我就在你的身边

2010-07-05T00:56:00.001+08:00

because love hurts.

2010-05-28T17:18:00.001+08:00

2010-05-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. I'm sorry i rejected putting it on the second time.. i know u are very disappointed and upset about my decision.. I can only say sorry, im simply not ready to commit fully again. It took me a lot of courage to remove it, and it will take me a lot more courage to put it on again...

i'm sorry...

一个人生活

2010-05-02T12:22:00.001+08:00

一个人生活
演唱:林凡

叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴
我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱你怎么会是这个结果

叶子在窗外轻轻摇动
人行道没有行人走过
镜子里的我很不像我
自从你离开了我变得很软弱
你的影子在每一个角落
好像是在提醒着我
少了你的陪伴
我现在有多寂寞
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
感觉如果要走谁能说no
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情是个梦而我睡过头

我想我可以习惯一个人生活
在记忆里面擦去你的承诺
爱情是个梦而我睡过头

猜不透你的想法

2010-04-26T15:37:00.000+08:00

丁当 - 猜不透
作词：黄婷 / 作曲：林迈可 / 编曲：林迈可

猜不透
你最近时好时坏的沈默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱
是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果忽冷忽热的温柔
是你的藉口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

2010-04-26T14:29:00.004+08:00

Love, sometimes, is such a weird thing. Hard to comprehend.
How is it that we can put in so much effort and love, just to end up being hurt all the time.
The things you say, dont match with what u are doing.
Always blaming me for not telling u all the little things, and when i try to do what u want
you let me discover that u yourself keep things from me.
when i try to give u the chance to explain and apologise, you do neither of that.
instead u try to say, you last time also always never tell me mahs.
Is that all i get for trying to so hard.
To make this work out?

sometimes, i really feel so tired.
maybe, im just not fit. to be loved.
and be happy.
happiness is always eluding me, and even when it comes,
it doesnt stay.

捉摸不定的爱情我真的很累

很想找个无人的岛
没有烦恼没有失望
更没有哀伤
逃离这世界的所有一切

也许我会找到属于自己的世界

2010-04-25T13:41:00.002+08:00

is it that hard for you to trust me? like how i trust u all the time.
is it that hard for you to accept my explanation, instead of throwing accusations at me.
is it that hard for you to understand that i wld be hurt by the harsh things u say.
is it that hard for you to look at me and feel my pain.
is it that hard for you to
make my tears stop.

2010-02-24T23:06:00.002+08:00

当一切似乎都离你而去，心里的痛有谁能懂。
想你的心，一直不停的跳..
脱口而出的话，刺痛了你我的心,
无奈又能如何...
虽然不舍不甘心，但也无从选择...
艰难的决定是经过无数泪水交替的结果。

夜里的难过思念懊恼思绪，
是折磨人的玩艺。
很想忘记却更办不到..
回忆不断的涌出是让我怀念当初的感觉，
还是在提醒我这一切都是真的我们的爱是经过考验无法磨灭的
但是困扰着我们爱情的是对彼此的执著。

心里的感觉，是如此的混乱
这时的我，需要的是你坚信不疑的心
给我勇气。
渴望的是，没有伤痛的夜...

2009-12-29T18:59:00.002+08:00

When everyone is busy running past you, slow down and take a good look at your surroundings. You'ld be amazed by it. Rather than brag about what you have done for the world, think about what the world has given you. :)

2009-10-31T15:08:00.002+08:00

So much has happened..
alot of things have changed.
and yet, i choose to remain the same.

i feel that im just being stubborn; refusing to accept the truth.. the cold truth staring right at me. you taught me to love, but you never taught me how to let go.
i need to be taught, bcos im dumb.
i'll just hold on and tell myself that everything wld be fine..
i can accept this. i can change. i can hold on.
until one day, i am jus not me anymore.
and then, i would be forced to accept the truth.
the truth that i should have accepted long ago, but didnt know how to.

i need to find the courage to let go. Or continue on..
Stuck in the middle of the sea, here I am.
i just need a little more determination..
and a little bit of courage.
and a heart.. that will tell me the way to go..

2009-10-17T23:19:00.002+08:00

we will jus live our separate lives from now on, if thats what u want. whatever remaining time we have for each other, we will just thank god for it.

2009-08-15T13:27:00.000+08:00

<3 NUS BUSINESS :D
SHALL UPDATE SOON!

2009-07-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

why do i find the feeling of disappointment getting stronger.. the tears in my eyes, have gone unnoticed by you..is it that as time goes by, i mean less and less to you? if that is the case, i wish time could stop. there seems to be no one whom i can relate to.. bcos i dont dare to share. the emotions deep within me. i'm afraid of letting people see the sadness in me; for thats not how they know me as. why am i so pathetic.

2009-05-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

why can a person's attitude change so dramatically. the tone u talk to me, the words u speak and the way u act..its really hurting to know how much you dont trust me. ):

2009-05-10T22:35:00.002+08:00

Took off from work on thurs & fri! so i had a uber long weekend..which passed in a blink :( tomorrow need to work again..sighs..

Thurs went for syf and walk ard etc..

then friday went swimming! :D Woke up in the morning and it was raining! so i snuggled in bed and went back to sleep..hahas..went cck sports complex at ard noon..then swam,played the slide,laze ard until about 2+..dear helping me overcome my phobia(: soon i wont be scared anymore! *hugs* after which we went imm for lunch and went home. contemplated whether we shld play badminton or wii..in the end-played wii with dear which i lost :X bleahs. i'll have my revenge soon yea..beware :P haha cos used up alot of energy after swimming then cannot play badminton le. but i still wanna play soon! okok? :D

sat- had tuition in the morning.. followed by..a sad day..so skipskipskip!

sunday-Had driving lesson in the morning! had to wake up @ 9am =/ today learnt about blind spots..so throughout the lesson when driving, i had to keep looking here and there, over my shoulders left and right. and actually, i dunno what im looking for -.-" yea. so i guess its a good thing, that there isnt anything for me to look at.. if not i sure panic. haha. anw. yep 1half hrs of driving passed super uber fast. and after that i was S$48 poorer. boohoo.

After that went for band practice..got my dad to drive me there cos dear abandoned me xD haha..anw i reached late! bcos....dear wld know why! hmph. your fault. lols..anw. ran through concert pieces for botanic garden performance.. those interested pls come! :) nxt sunday 17 may at botanic garden shaw stage..starts at ard 445pm..yep so prepare your picnic mats and food & come join in the fun.. can check bandfusion for details & repertoire!((:

yep after that went for family dinner to celebrate mothers' day..had dinner at waraku @ the central.. Food there is pretty decent. yummy. :D and.. of cos dessert for the day- hokkaido ice-cream~ <3333 oohh and after that, went to walk ard to digest food and i bought a new bag! grey color and it looks nice ((: yay. im a happy girl. but..so once again, im S$40 poorer. hahas.

okay i give up, the photos are taking forever to load. 30 mins and i still havent even managed to get ONE photo uploaded >.< check them on facebook dear(:

2009-05-08T22:53:00.003+08:00

Went to watch hcband's syf performance at RP yesterday..(: only a few alumnis around- khaiboon, yihuang, chery, jolenta, caining, caiqin & me! saw loads of familiar face (j2s) and loads of unfamiliar ones too (namely j1s) :X yep. throughout the whole thing i was praying so hard for them and of cos my dear juniors did not disappoint me:) they got GOLD! Three Cheers for them!

At first they seemed pretty down and upset cos dint get the honours..but after that they cheered up larh. which was good. cos i think they've already done their best and put in their heart and soul for this 15 mins on stage..so there's nth to be upset about..great job hcband! well done saxas:D YAY. Melted when i heard their hymn. it was totally awesome. way better than what we played last year in terms of both intonation and dynamics(: great great job!

ex-nhsb with mr tan @ rp(:

2009-05-02T23:57:00.008+08:00

A day at our old place~ [01-05-09]

ECP!

nice view from jetty(:

haha slopey tower! round and round :D
Cycled for 2 plus hours and there u have. 2 sunburnt red lobsters! hahas..
on our way back from the "pillar" aka waterpipes, we saw this! *pts below*

alien's hiding place!!! some eeky gooey substance =X due to time contraints, we were nt able to discover the mystery behind this! Long live the ET!

ending off with...
this pic says it all(:

[02-05-09]

Tuition was cancelled cos my tutee fell sick! yep..so i had an hour more of sleep before going for nus bba masterclass..YAY! baby went with me..=) but we were split up into different classrooms so it kinda sucked..and the lecture was pretty boring too..it was on some statistics proving thingy =/ no offence there. Met a few familar faces though, like weely, andrea, peiyu & 2 nanhua friends..(: Had lunch @ nuss guildhse on courtesy of nus biz sch..~ Then, we went home! i mean dear's hse.. to watch dvd- hotel for dogs! LOVES cute friday!:D
After that we had a fun carwashing experience.. hahah(: Followed by letter delivering, dinner @ oldtown and pool-ing~ that pretty much summed my day..A Perfect Day((:

happy 19mths anniversary dear! i love you loads and loadssss ((:

2009-04-26T22:08:00.004+08:00

wonderful suck straw experiences @ marina square on 20 april '09!

split straws 1

advertising long john ice lemon tea(:

split straws 2

starbucks FTW! :D dark mocha frap yummyyyy

proud WINNER of the straw sucking competition xP

my life.

2009-04-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

well, there's actually nothing much to blog about. since life is rlly about the same everyday. im still working at ica. been a month plus a week le.. my colleagues are nice people so im happy working there. job is fine. im still enjoying what im doing so far(:

applied for uni finally. nus accountancy, mechanical engineering, business & fass (just in case i dont get any course)..ntu accountancy and business. not sure which school i prefer yet. i'll see how i guess.

nhsb has gotten their silver once again for syf. i guess its a curse bah. no matter how hard we work, its always a silver. well, i know they've done their best and im proud of my juniors(:

friday will be hcimb's chance to get back their gold or maybe gwh. hopefully they will do well..even though i dont know anyone there, but still.. i consider them as my junior band too! good luck =) AND soon in may, it will be hcband's turn. (: think i wld be getting leave to watch them. all the best!

alright. work is like damn tiring. everyday go home feels super shag. maybe i shld like exercise more or sth. everyday eat, then sit there, then go home eat, then sleep. sure grow fat larh. =X

start or end?

2009-03-07T12:20:00.003+08:00

Life is no perfection.

After getting results for 'A' yesterday, had the feeling of the world crashing down. Should i say im disappointed? Maybe. But after thinking, i realised i shldnt be. Im not even near being a straight As student in school. so i shld probably be satisfied with my results eh. But the feeling of sadness and disappointment just cant be stopped): sighs.

dunno why after results always must cry. last time was tears of happiness. this time tears of sadness. hahas. =X ive finally come to the end of 'A' lvls' nightmare. just wondering if its the start of something new. new nightmare? or beautiful dreams? shall wait to see.

With my results being neither here nor there, im really at lost. What should i do? =/ I probably wont get into what i want to, but i really have no back up plans. i cant forsee myself in the future. bleahs. ):

i guess i have to make some serious considerations. Cos i really dont want to get stuck in a course that i dont like for 3-4 years (or even more). which will implicate my life in the future.

considering- NUS/NTU- accountancy, business(hotel tourism manangement)
NUS- engineering? (electrical/mechanical/industrial & systems)

sighs, not much choices for me. last time i wont have even considered science/engineering.

ps: sorry to all whom i ignored in school yesterday..

my valentine

2009-03-03T22:04:00.004+08:00

14 Feb 2008~

Okay, oopsy i know the chronological order is real bad in this blog..=/
But i promised i wld update our valentine's date onto blog! i still remember, despite the fact tt it passed like 2+weeks ago :D

took this photo @ dear's hse before gg out for lunch(:

i brought dear to this place for lunch! a japanese buffet restaurant @ suntec city :D hoped he enjoyed the lunch. the food is nice. BUT

i was sick tt day so only managed to eat like abit here and there.. cos not much appetite =/

AND. i forgot to take photos of the food. haha just ate and ate. basically its all the jap food lo. like sushi (alot of different types-esp like the mango one), california handrolls, those udon/ramen etc, teppanyaki, kushi (skewers) and very wide variety of dessert ( got mochi, icecream, cakes, tarts, tiramisu, choc fondue)!

blur me only rmbred that i shld prob take photos when eating the last dish. so, here's the green tea icecream. oishiiii xD

oh, took this while i was sipping my vv hot fruit tea too.. cos i was forbiddened by dear to take cold drinks =X boo. haha

After lunch, we walked ard suntec to digest our food..saw this very nice water cum music fountain inside. i think near the galleria area. the water droplets were like moving in upwards (anti-gravity). found it quite cool (:

so of cos by now i've regained my skill of taking photos :D here's one at the fountain area (:

Went to watch a movie- New in town at Marina square. erm, by then i was feeling quite sick. yea. cos the theatre was like a freezer. =X so, after that dear gave me my remaining valentine's surprise @ esplanade and sent me home early like ard 8plus(:

Sweet valentine 2008..((:

After that i was sick for 2 days- sat and sun. =/

im here.

2009-03-01T00:00:00.003+08:00

okay. erm. i just thought i shld blog cos it has been rather long since my last post.
not that anyone wld be missing me.
but, i have a responsibility to keep this blog alive.
yea so here.
i'm quite busy, very busy i wld say.
working my new job at ica is quite a challenge. im working 5half days week.
so the whole weekdays and half of my sat is gone. then teaching tuition takes up another few hrs.
left sat evening and sunday to rest.
and monday is back to work.
not that im complaining.
im actually enjoying the work experience.
well, afterall, how often do u get to work as a part time.
in a govt body like ica.
im guarding the enquiry counter. which is often flooded with queues of people. (:
i do miss my previous job @ nuss. which is alot slacker in the sense that u dont have to be constantly alert. of cos still got tons of work to do, but its a totally different working environment.
well its a good opportunity to have both experiences :)
alright. i promise i will post some nice photos nxt time i come in.
okay maybe i might break my promise.
but i promise i will try not to break my promise.
am i making any sense?
okay, if there is actually someone reading this.
i feel sorry for you.
bcos u are actually bored enough to read this entire thing.
which i have no idea where it is heading.
so...
sayonara.
i shall go to bed soon.
there's philyouth tmr.
omg.
after so long.
im not sure whether i can play anymore.
omg.
i miss band practices so much.
my saxa, wait for me!

okay. bye guys. be back with photos taken in ex-workplace. and maybe a few other nice photos which are still in my camera.

why are things made so complicted

2009-02-08T23:41:00.004+08:00

No matter what i do, no matter what we do..
i just cant shake those feelings away...
the feeling of insecure. the feeling of emptiness and lost. the fear.
are we truly happy, the way we are.

07-02-2009

2009-02-08T22:46:00.008+08:00

A saturday.

with you. :)

Loves mudpie & icecream @ island creamery :D

Dinner- Jack's Place in causeway point

Lobster bisque & garlic bread.

potato skins---mmm delicious :D

lamb chop and fish combo for ME!

Mixed combo for HIM!

Watched the curious case of benjamin buttons..A must watch show! thumbsup :D

the show ended at ard 1030pm.. when we came out, the lights in the shopping mall were going out one by one. pretty freaky. hahas..

ps: i love playing wii with you dear.. Even though u always win. hmph..boo! *hugs*

tmr got work again. pfft, i miss school. i miss hwachong. i miss hc band. i miss o7s6h locals. haha. okay larh the whole class. Argh.. oh no..if im starting to miss even my class, things are getting out off hand! im really missing everyone badly ): BOO.

wait. this is a happy post. YAY YAY YAY.

:D:D

smiles.

happy.

good.

okay. shall end here.

POOF.

Will you spend my valentines with me this time?

2009-01-25T15:27:00.000+08:00

all by myself. alone.

2009-01-25T12:29:00.001+08:00

i really need you by my side now..

2009

2009-01-01T23:27:00.002+08:00

Its the start of a brand new year. Countdowned at esplanade and watched the fireworks in the sky. it was brilliant. but yet my heart was crying. it was a damn sucky feeling. but still..Even though the start of 2oo9 was not a happy one, i really hope the rest of my 2009 will be filled with happiness.

Starting work from tomorrow onwards. Good luck to me..

Merry X'mas

2008-12-25T02:34:00.009+08:00

HOHOHO! merry xmas to everyone out there! :D

the x'mas season feeling hasnt been getting to me much.. probably cos i didnt do any xmas shopping..hahas.. but nevertheless, let's get into the mood of xmas celebration @ orchard road! (: with the crowd, decorations and everything else. esp great company *hugs dear*

oh WAIT. before that, we have to fill our empty stomachs yea :D had a nice buffet dinner at the Penang place with dear's family. the food there not bad i think. just tt almost everything spicy de, and so my ulcer was killing me all the way while i eating =X haha

photo taken after dinner. contented looks :D

alright, after a squeezyy squashy ride to orchard..now lets take a look at the "amount" of people out there. omg. orchard road is absolutely flooded. human traffic jam everywhere. the worst place was some small narrow road outside taka where everyone had to pushhhhhhhhh (i mean literally push alot) to get through!

<-- not that pushy place. that pushy place cant even move your hands to take photo larh. no space to get my camera out. LoL

<-- xmas tree outside paragon

<--after buying our cute xmas hats!

AIYO! i give up. i dont wanna upload photos here ler.. other photos in facebook.. hehe :D

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE. may all my friends and loved ones stay happy every single day! (:

classiques

2008-12-25T02:14:00.006+08:00

concert's over!(: though i've only been there for like a few practs, i think i rlly like the band. esp my section. even though im not very close with the section yet, i know i will be in the future cos they are all v nice & friendly ppl ^^ needless to say, the philyouth band players are all v pro. so i rlly feel tt i suck alot when playing with them. but i'll try to keep up to their standard de! hahas. everyone in my section so pro lo =/

--> me, khaiboon, joel, nicholas, khairul (:

great concert guys. enjoyed myself alot! looking forward to more concerts tog :D

Love saxas xD <33

2008-12-06T23:24:00.003+08:00

Philharmonic Youth Winds
presents
CLASSIQUES!

Mr Adrian Chiang

23rd December 2008 Tuesday 7:30pm
Victoria Concert Hall
$12

Repertoire(not in order)
Masamicz AMANO "GR" Selection
James BARNES Symphonic Overture
Frank TICHELI Blue Shades
Alfred REED El Camino Real
James L. HOSAY Persis Overture
Mark CAMPHOUSE A Movement for Rosa
Capriccio for Oboe and Band

those interested in getting tix please leave a tag at the tagboard, include link to your email, so that i can contact you asap. THANKYOU! XD

love

2008-11-25T23:34:00.003+08:00

its love at first sight. :D [don't be jealous]*winks*
22 nov 2008 marks the day i first laid my eyes on him. let's call "it" him shall we? [once again, dont be jealous :D]
he's so perfect. hee.
24 nov 2008 marks the day i hold him in my hands and say, "you 're mine!"
-delighted-
i'll post a photo of him soon!

loads of things going on. but i feel so lazy to blog. shall do it soon when i feel like it..(:

omg. its over:D

2008-11-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

haha..the title says it all..blogger is taking awfully long to upload my pics. so..im gonna blog someday when its better.. till then!(:

80 qns

2008-11-13T13:24:00.004+08:00

The past 11 days have been real crazy. i'm so glad its all down to just 80 more qns. (:
after that, i will be working hard! so that i can spend more time with dear and my saxa(: 我会努力! hahas..
then gotta get a job. so that i can repay my loan. ><

Although i hv a long list of things that i plan to do after As, somehow i feel empty.
maybe its the thought that finally i dont have to do anymore studying/mugging.
this will be a new chpt in my life. i hope it'll be a good one:) this feeling is so strangeeee =X

i wanna hook up all my friends YES YOU! and meet out(: these 2 years have been chaotic and unknowingly, i have lost touched with many friends. ): but pls know i miss u all! so shall we meet? ^^
NHSB jnrs,snrs & batchmates (year-end bbq?)
NH friends (mr peh's wedding! :D)
NJ classmates (gathering?)
NJ saxas (our outing!)
HC bandees (chalet/bbq? x)
HC saxas (section outing?)
HC class locals:D (outing!)
Peiying 6A class gathering!

i will love going out with dear EVERYDAY! :D:D *hinthint*
yay!

i'll be back

2008-11-02T12:36:00.002+08:00

AFTER

03/11- gp p1&p2
04/11- phys p3 & math p1
06/11- chem p3
07/11- math p2
10/11- phys p2
11/11- chem p2 & econs p2
12/11- econs p1
14/11- chem p1
18/11- phys p1

18 november 2008
a better person.

that path

2008-10-30T20:51:00.007+08:00

<3>I'm looking forward to my future. 18nov.
and i will be getting my life back. everyone let's party :D

colours!

2008-10-28T23:12:00.004+08:00

studying is making me go bonkers.

making me easily irritable,

making me see things from a different perspective,

making me hate studying,

making me emo-ish,

taking away my smiles and laughter,

messing with my life,

depriving me of music,

obstructing my freedom,

ruining my mind,

studying is really bad.

SEE.

studying brightens up my life with COLOURS.

rahh i don't know what is this blogpost about anymore

im 101% sure im gg mad. byes. im off to dream my lunatic dreams.

-don't wait till forever to say i love you, cos i wanna hear it from u right now..-

i dont have anyone.

2008-10-25T12:24:00.004+08:00

am i asking too much? i really dont know what i want. ): all i needed was for u to be there for me. wasnt that what we promised each other? Can't you feel my heart anymore. don't u know what i need anymore. where has all that psychicness gone to.
i really had a terrible time last night. it made me realise how sucky a person i am. that i dont even have anyone whom i can turn to when im upset. i've always depended on you, but now. im not so sure anymore. i so wanted to call my girlfriends like i used to. but i dont know whats holding me back. perhaps its the thinking that if even you dont care, why shld they bother about me. i rlly have nobody?
i rlly dont know how i got past till daybreak. but as the darkness disappears, it made me feel more secure. secure of what? dont ask me. i have no idea. so i am afraid of the dark now? i think its just that i can put up a strong front in the day, even when im v upset. i will learn to love myself more and live for myself. For in the end, its all tt i have left.

lalala..

2008-10-18T15:59:00.003+08:00

Exactly 1 month from now, i would be a very happy girl. (:
please please 18 nov come faster? wishing everything's over. ><

self-delusion

2008-10-13T21:42:00.001+08:00

Avoidance is the best solution.
or is it?

Loads of mixed feelings these days..which i cant seem to express. with words at least.
Even if i could, sometimes i dont know who to turn to.
It used to be so easy for me to fake a smile or laughter and say nothing's wrong,
but nowadays, i cant even find that courage.
I find it so tiring to put on a front everyday. and be strong.
So people may approach me and say, i think you've changed.
but to me, i am just wanting to be myself.

i wish i could be happier.
i wish i could be more optimistic.
i wish i could be cleverer.
i wish i could be talented.
i wish i could be stronger.
i wish i could have no worries.
i wish there could only be black and white in the world.
i wish there's no such thing as avoidance.
so many of those i wish and i wish. and nothing seems to come true.
i'm disappointed.
should i stop my wishful thinkings?

but..can i have just one last wish?
i wish that all my wishes could come true. ><

)):

2008-10-04T22:09:00.004+08:00

prelims are over. A's coming ):
prelim results sucked bigtime. so yea, dont ask.
i put in quite a lot of effort preparing for prelims. so i have no idea why the results are not reflecting it at all. is it cos im stupid?
i'm half convinced.
Less than 1 month away. ><

it has only been 2 days, why do i feel so upset again. this sucks. totally.

quick upload of photos!

2008-09-14T16:25:00.008+08:00

30/08/08 [sat]
a day at ECP. biking(:
photo at one of the fishing dock.
seeking shelter from rain at a pavillion :)

cosycosy. :D

after that went cine for WALL-E! yay. nicenice. cute walle and eve =)

06/09/08 [sat]
didnt go for MAF as planned. went orchard instead..
saw the amazing F1 racecar. omg. shao people taking photos. haha! of cos, i took one too:P
*wonders how the racer fit into the small space* o.O

13/09/08 [sat]
taking a breather from prelims. went OUT with dear^^

on bus to orchard.
loving each other's company :)

went SHOPPING. saw loadsa nice clothes for both of us. shall we go back to buy more and more? xD i bought a pair of heels. nicenice!! woooot. happy me. shopped all the way from fareast plaza to the cathay. haha. went for dinner at Aston's steakhouse. absolutely fabulous!! so..ahem. obviously we were too hungry and engrossed in eating that we forgot to take photos :P hehes.. good thing we went early..the queue was long OMG-long. but, definitely worth it for the food quality. Other than the fact that there were like at least 20pairs of eyes staring at us when we were eating, the ambience there is actually quite good..(: not a restaurant with bigbig space. but with good deco and great food. YAY.

after dinner, we watched a movie tog! Bangkok dangerous. quite an interesting show. yep. oh. and there was this couple beside us who dont behave/look like couple at all.. o.o HAHA sorry tt sounded kinda nosey eh. anw. the show is nice:) double that YAY.

the date ended with a nice "march" home from my hse bus-stop. courtesy of my workaholic dear..LOLs..

dear, that was a great great date.. i promise i'll date you back soon k! ^^

ps: i think atms dont like me! ): *shakes head*

that post sorta summarised my 3 sats. WOW-ed.

halfway through!

2008-09-12T18:13:00.003+08:00

YAY. a few more papers and prelim will be over. its actually quite fast i think? but. tiring ):
1more weekend + 3 more days and we are DONE! :D woots
thats a happy thought. haha
hmm.. meanwhile, i'm looking forward to my "date" with dear tmr..lols. *hinthint*
a date means u plan hor :P YAY

till then, i shall study and keep myself motivated. =X

good luck

2008-09-07T15:34:00.003+08:00

haha 1 day to prelims.
i think im so dead.
argh, so be it. i give up. =X
best of luck to all my friends out there taking prelims and to myself! :D
jiayou yea..
wishing 17sept comes faster. ^^

sometimes i wish i know what i was thinking..

i wish its all over.

2008-09-05T15:03:00.003+08:00

Lunch-ed with band ppl yest and the day before.
namely sean weiguo weeliang jiawei daxian cindy rujun shengheng ME!
havent had meals with them for quite long..
so yeap, its great to eat with them again(: yay.
6th avenue's western food is nice..kap is okay larh. haha!

today i woke up SINGLE DIGIT! like ard 9plus. amazing yea. had mac breakfast near my hse with kb.. lalala..

seriously seriously. i hate Alvl. i wish i had a purpose to my studying.
i wish its all over. bleahs.

i know i'm a blessed girl but i want more. greedy is the word.
Can't help feeling disappointed..

prelims!

2008-08-21T23:00:00.004+08:00

awwwww prelims coming. hmm i feel so not prepared. how? =/ trying to accomplish as much as possible within these 2 weeks. i'll start studying i promise!
A's coming; i feel the stress. ): Let's overcoming this :D

beautiful day

2008-08-11T20:36:00.003+08:00

7aug'08* manymany thanks to baby for making this such a sweet and wonderful day for me..i love you loads!
10aug'08* <33 my dear & fio,doris,cec!

i want my mpc:D

2008-08-06T22:31:00.007+08:00

farewell brings a closure to 6years band life..these 6 years have been amazing..an experience i wld nvr forget..
Here's to each and everyone who played a part in my 2 years jc band life. LOVE HCBAND
hearts my wonderful saxa section 07/08
hearts beloved saxa section 06/07

MISSes saxas(:
MISSes band =)
farewell photos are currently unavailable/MIA. plssplss send me? thanks!

COUNTDOWN 1HR20MINS to my 18th birthday!(:

2008-08-02T14:46:00.004+08:00

olympics coming..
national day is coming..
prelims coming..
alvl is coming..
everyones countdowning so..i shld too..
5days..
my bday's coming! but i dont feel any joy yet.

your love, care & understanding is what i need..(:

<33

2008-07-13T22:41:00.007+08:00

on this day 07/07/08
went out with my dear! YAY((:

okay..i think we were walking along orchard road..to taka. passed by meritus mandarin..so we went in to "tour"..lols. walked ard the lobby, sat down, chat & took photos ^^
at taka food fest- sweetpotato~piping hot! peeled by my darling..(:

we went cine to watch movie..not this show though..the show we watched was "its a boy girl thing"..rlly vv vv funny(: hahas. anw. took this photo cos of the date:D i am so gonna watch this.. *hopefully not alone*

on this special day 7July, we had loads of fate with the no. Seven! our movie tickets our receipts(with loads of 7)
dinner after movie was @ cine pastamania..well. there u go, the mysterious 7..*with my cutecute darling behind*^^

after dinner was tired..zzzz so my dear sent me home~(: yay.

13/07/08 alright i know this date is a far jump from 07/07..hahas. my blog is vv messy.. nt really in chronological order. but well, i dont care..=D

dear was staying with his family for a night at swissotel..went to find him in the afternoon(: this is the view from his room..nice rt?

so...we took a photo tog!(:

after that we went Raffles City to walkwalk..shopping!
went to equinox for high-tea buffet..the restaurant's at 70th storey. so the view was superb!
ta-dah! Singapore!(:

and the food's pretty goooodd toooo..YUMMY:D

of cos, for healthy digestion.. take more photos! ^^
iluad..*hugss*
see..dont my baby look cute?:D

we were trying so hardd to take this photo~~

anw, after eating, we went to walk ard raffles city again..hahas..(: then darling had to go for his philyouth pract le..RAHH..so his dad drove him to siglap south CC and then fetched me home=)

my parents wanted to go out for dinner. EATING AGAIN. but then, decided to da-bao back..so i ate abit of dinner again..(: i shld exercise more! i wannnna play badminton/bball soon! *hintshints*

darling..i just wanna say..i really enjoyed your company alot today..zhen de..i so wish i cld spend every single moment in your arms..*hugs!*

so gentle, yet so strong :) so subtle, yet so sweet =) it melts my heart..

@ pepperlunch

2008-07-13T22:30:00.003+08:00

12/07/08
fiona+me(:

3 of us~~(:

NE show1

2008-07-12T16:49:00.015+08:00

Finally my photos are uploaded! yay. lets seeeee..
05/07/08- went for NE show with my parents..

started off the evening with some slideshow/videos on the big screen^^
ndp '08!
a photo with my mom..
another one tog..
some gigantic ball rolling down from the top..in mid-air :D im a zai photographer..
handicapped people on wheelchair doing a dance..(:
some kind of dance perf. vvv colorful. quite nice.^^

my bf's fav performers- cheerleaders. human pyramid..xP

parachuters! i wanna try parachuting someday(: colourful parachuters :D

one of the parachuters.

all the parachuters. hahas!

SAF band marching in!

alot of photos in between but too lazy to blog..so this is after all the uniform groups march in(:
with SAF units(: all the flags~

channelU newscaster interviewing the audience.. a lady a few rows in front of us..

the UG actually forms the word NDP 08 as seen from the big screen(: on the top stage- fanfare trumpeters. spot my dear? ^^ i think i have vvv good eyesight for him..hahas

helicopter with s'pore flag. i sang the national anthem! sth i havent done for quite long..(:

black knights! awesome air performances. rlly super duper cool(:

2 of the planes formed this! video below(: one of the performances.. huge "ships" entering with one dancer on each..the dancers form shadow on the white sail..quite nice.. oh, notice the big green balloon thingy hanging up there? they are actually tied to a cruiseboat which is like moving in the water..(:

another performance with alotalot of ppl..there're actually people inside the round thing..look below!

these are actually real human figures.. they are doing actions inside..at the end, they dash out of the "drum-like" structure.. these structures can adjust their height! so it was like low at first then gradually became higher..there are also performers standing on there..oh the structures can spray water. hahas..with the light effects there and all tt, it looked vv pretty:)

those red and white lights are performers each holding some kind of lightstick(:

AHH i hate blogger. ive been trying to upload these photos and my videos for the past2days to no avail.. rahhh. i give up on the videos. someday i will put up again.. i want to! cos they are rllyrlly awesome:)

12/07/08

yesterday went to meet up with my beloved darlings(: fiona & doris.. its a pity cec cldnt make it cos she was busy looking at shuai ge:D anw, we met at cine.. i was late..was waiting for 700 at bp interchange for vv long..reached about 745..even doris was there already! hahas..wanted to watch movie but of cos on a weekend, no tickets..for all the shows right, the earliest timing was at 12midnight..so we went to makan(: walked to taka & ate at pepper lunch(dinner)..hmm, so we were sharing about how we have been the past mths lo..yup girls-talk mainly..it was really a nice gathering..=) at ard 1030, we decided to leave..cos pepperlunch was like closing..hahas..so i went home alone~(cos cec nt here to take bus with me!) lols..yup. reached home feeling tired..

now my dear's away in a hotel at raffles city..swimming i think? hope he's enjoying himself..ps: sorry i fell aslp on you yest..bleah! hahas..we chatted until 2am..then i zzz =/

alright..tt's all for me..i will put up the vids and photos with my darlings soon..

i'm sorry i wasnt there for u when u needed me..but pls know that we are always here for u..take care loadss!

oooooo..last but not least, happy bday to my didi! (:

long survey =X

2008-07-06T22:17:00.004+08:00

eh..the survey vv long lae..hahas. hmm..dont feel like doing but since didi asked..i shall be nice k(:

1)do you have a wide group of friends ?

i guess i do, but just a small group of close friends.

2)if you're in trouble , will your friends 'fly' to help you ?

not all but i think my close friends wld. at least i hope (:

3)will you sacrifice your most precious thing for your friends ?

no. not really. i wont sacrifice love too. =)

4)do you believe in BFF ?

maybe. just maybe.

5)do you think a straight and a woman can just be platonic friends ?

yeap. sure why not.

6)do you have a male friend whom you can trust with almost evrything ?

yup trust with everything. i think the person knows tt:D

7)do you think friends should tell each other evrything ?

not everything..but if it concerns one another, yea.

8)if your friends are in trouble , wht will you do ?

help as much as possible.. as i hope they wld do the same for me too.

9)in future , if your friends get married and ask you to be their best man , will you agree ?

i guess this survey is bias. i shall change the qn to bridesmaid. yup i will..(:

10)wht if your enemy calls you one day to make peace?

say peace. i dont believe in the word enemy. its just a difference of friends or not.

11)wht will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, betrayed you?

ignore the person. i hate that alot.

12)if your friend snatches your gf away , will you hate him or her completely?

change it to bf: no i wont. if he wasnt meant to be mine, and can be "snatched" away. so be it. but i wont let him go easily..unless he says so.

13)wht if there is a girl that has liked your friend for quite some time, tells you that she needs your help to win the heart of your friend, will you help her?

i would.

14)do your parents think your friends are a bad influence ?

nopes. all my good friendss <33

15)wht will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends?

i wont do it..anw my parents are nice ppl, they wont insist if i dont want to(:

16)if your friend organizes a once in a life time party, but your family doesn’t allow you to go , will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out/don’t go?

i would sulk then throw a temper, and then just go out.

17)how will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends?

not exactly great cos everyone's busy with their own work..but i know they are there if i need them..=)

18)define friendship.

Trustworthy, loyal, always being there for me

19)name 20 people whom you can think right now . don’t read the questions until you named the 20 people . at the end , choose 5 people to do this.

1. khai boon

2. doris

3. edwin

4. fiona

5. sean

6. cecilia

7. jiawei

8. shermain

9. jhun boon

10. meijun

11. weely

12. caiqin

13. shieboon

14. caining

15. mark

16. rujun

17. weiguo

18. jiahao

19. junjie

20. kakeru

eh the survey really vv long. NO GIVING UP! x)

how did you meet no. 4?

fiona: classmate since sec1.. OMG fio dear, its been 6years..<3!>

wht will you do if you nvr met no.1?

khaiboon: my life wld be nth without him..i love u loads:)

wht if no. 9 & no. 20 dated?

jhunboon & kakeru: err..they dunno each other. and jb is attached^^ kak! wheres my godmom lols :D

will no.6 & no. 17 date?

cecilia & weiguo: eh i think they dunno each other too. LOL maybe. if fate brings them tog. hahas. hey cec, weiguo is a rlly nice guy =)

describe no. 3.

edwin: my nice didi who i hope will always stay happy(:

describe no. 7.

jiawei: a nice guy though playful at times..a fun person to be with.

do you knw any of no.12’s family?

caiqin: eh i think i saw her mom before. and heard alot of bad stuff about her siblings. HAHA

what'll you do if no.18 confess to you that she likes you?

jiahao: it wont happen cos he's my kor & he's happily attached :) hope everything will go well for him after the rough period he went through..

what language does 15 speak?

mark: english, chinese(nt vv good:P), jap!, dunno if he knows dialects.

how old is no.16?

rujun: 18

whn is the last time you spoke to no.13?

shieboon: about 8hrs when i went kb's hse in the afternoon.

who is no.2 favorite band or singer?

doris: a cat meowing. LOL xD

would you ever date no. 4?

fiona: nope, though she is my beloved gf ^^

would you ever date no. 1?

dating.... *hugs*

is no. 19 single?

he says he is but i think he isnt. xP (yap junjie i mean)

would you ever be in a relationship with no.11?

weely: nopenope. but he's a nice guy too! on recommendation list for single girls out there =)

school of no. 3?

edwin: HCI (high sch)

whr does no. 6 live?

cecilia: a few blocks away from my hse!

wht is your favourite thing about no.5?

sean: i think he is a straightforward person..but sometimes his niaoing is -.-"

have you seen no. 2 naked?

doris: nopes

wht is no.8's nickname?

xiao hei. HAHA

Next 5 person to do the survey.

1. khaiboon

2. fiona

3. sean

4. jiawei

5. jiahao

OMG i finish the survey! like finally. hahas. gotta go.. loads of work to do. ohh yah. yest 5july went to watch NE show1! which is like pre-ndp show. it is absolutely cool. esp the black knights airshow and fireworks. i took alot alot of photos. until my cam memory full. HAHA. i will upload someday when i stop being lazy. ta-ta. off for now.

didi pls thank me for doing this. hehes.. :)

nine..(:

2008-07-02T22:28:00.003+08:00

today. school was boring. pe. gp. maths. ct. super boring

after sch met kb and went vivo!(: shop around abit & went for movies. watched WANTED. a nice show.. the plot was cool and the actions were great..xD by the time show ended it was ~7pm..so had dinner there @ ThaiExpress.. where my dear was trying to drop me hints. hahas:D im so so stupid=X

some photos to share(:

there's this pet shop at vivo..saw quite a few puppies..golden retriever, japanese spitz (darling thinks this is real cute!; okay i think so too larh) & schnauzer etc..all very cute!! & last but not least a bunch of furry cute hamsters huddled together..(one got kicked out!) hahas!

my dear playing with food cos he was trying to pace with me..:D hmm..*wonders* so does he love ThaiExpress or me? :P:P

more wonders...

nine months..building a relationship to last a lifetime..
just you & me.
happy anniversary darling..

2008-06-28T15:14:00.005+08:00

Have decided to revamp my blog and give it a new look..:D lets start blogging.

BLOCKS are not yet over..=X but im already in the post-blocks mood. hahas. slackslack. the past few days have been a chaos. busy with my studies. trying hard not to fail my blocks.. dear has been sick too..so was quite worried for him for the whole week. now he's recovered and my blocks nearly over..so im a happy person. x)

actually there's really nth much to blog about. so shall post photos from the prev band outing at sentosa before blocks(: 9june'08

present- siyao meijun cheryl cindy weely sean junjie jiawei rujun weiguo chinseng!

water games. i think it was monkey o.O

nicenice

nice company+nice poses HAHA

pose adopted from jiawei's indiv shot LOL xD

jumpshot attemps

random shots

collage done by meijun(:

collage by cindy.

photos are courtesy from cindy's cam(:

Mmm

2008-05-08T20:08:00.002+08:00

wow. my blog is dead. well.. i havent been updating recently (stating the obvious). and im still not going to update. -.-
seriously, i hv no idea where to start from anymore.. okayy..err.
im not busy. im not free. im not happy. im not sad. my life is just as such. yeap.
tt's alr considered an update. YAY!

blocks here =/

2008-03-16T16:37:00.007+08:00

uhoh. the dreaded has come. hahas. im so so dead. rahhs.. but anyway, i had quite a fun time studying for blocks.. yea. really. i dun mean it sarcastically or whatsoever. the whole week was actually rather fun.

Although i bet im pretty screwed & i'll go thru hell when i get back results..but i still like the study process this time round. ^^ i had fun. and i studied. which was basically what i like. hates studying for the sake of studying=mugging.

yup. & many many thanks to my dearest dear's support :) *hugs* yays.

shall take a break from studying and upload some photos of the march hol week..

first up. 12.03.08 dear's POP @ tekong. also my first time on the island..hahas x)

jhun boon acting spastic. hahass :D this was on our way to tekong. on ferry~

there were 4 companies pop-ing tt morning(:

Zulu! dear's company ^^

photos tog (:

dear with his turtle-backpack xD at dear's hse =)

okay. some others i lazy to upload alr.

nxt up~~~ 14.03.08

was studying at home & dear came to peii me ^^

<33>15.03.08

this day marks another special occasion for us..another day to remember (:

oh and look. there's my dear without his cap. hahahs. :D nxt time wont get a chance to see le. after his hair grows back. boohoo :P

okayy thats it for now. imma get back to my notes. ta-ta.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR BLOCKS STARTING TMR~! lets all 加油 :)

gambatte

oh wait. pardon me. i realise my post title doesnt rlly fit the content. hahaas lazy to think of another one. so yea. the main focus here is

ilovemydear loads(:

2008-03-14T22:38:00.004+08:00

it was the first time dear ever did that to me.. =/ scary.
im glad the nightmare's all over and i finally see what matters to me..& thats you.
sorry for what happened just now..really really. ya all that i care.
i can give up everything else.
so pls pls. dont let me go through that again.
that feeling. once is enough.
ya my everything darling. i love you!!
i really cant bear losing my laogong..dont leave me k:)

Coming home!

2008-03-11T22:11:00.004+08:00

*huggs* Dear's coming HOME! x) 1 more day 1 more day ONE MORE DAY! yay!! ^^
come back home dear..i'll be waiting for you :)

tmr's dear's pop. marks an end to his bmt life! says byebye to tekong and rifle and buddies. hahas. i was so jealous you know.. :D yay
okay but upcoming problem: gg for his pop with his mom only?? =/ or plus his grandma isnt much better either..rahh. *dies* tan jhun boon you better go tmr! ahh rahh. =X

okay. i'll survive.
but anyway. DEAR'S COMING HOME. thats the main focus of this post xD lol.

ps: doesnt feel the urge of blocks. hahas. dao dao dao! XD

2008-03-06T17:45:00.003+08:00

to all j3s: good luck for results! (:
*prays for good results for dear~* ^^ jiayou!

focus.

2008-03-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

i'll do what is needed for me to reach my dreams..nothing else will steer me from my path.

my everything.

2008-03-02T20:36:00.011+08:00

it wld always be YES..(: *hugs*

you made me smile despite my tears and ever so tenderly u wiped my tears away. ilu always dear. happy 5 mths anniversary laogong.

all gone.

2008-02-29T23:47:00.001+08:00

Felt sick in the morning..SURVIVED thru lessons.
Felt sick in the afternoon.. deciding between whether i shld go home rest or go for band.
dilema.
Chose the latter. feels the responsibility.
sectionals. forced myself and i managed to survive. barely.
when everyone else left the room, i was relieved. im really just putting up a strong front and am really tired.
Felt even more sick halfway thru the pract. getting the dizzy spells and dry throat..Songs we were playing were nt helping much. Neither was the fact tt i suck at sightreading..
Screwed up loads.
Feels tt all my energy has been sapped away. tried my best to play well..but i dont think i did at all..Mind was just whirling.. concentration=1%
SCRAPE through band pract.. maybe i shldnt have gone in the 1st place. nvm.
sl meeting.
Feels super sick. not sure why. maybe too tired+too hungry+too sick. dunno.
after hearing what nic said during the meeting, i realised im a terrible SL.
no regular sectionals. and sectionals were not effective/efficient.
perhaps i wasnt strict with my section..tts why most of them are not listening.
and. I'm just not good enough to take the section at all.
The most i know is only alto parts and i wont be able to correct much of tenors and baris' mistakes.
I really dunno how to go about taking sectionals.
Feels tt i've wasted my seniors' trusts in me. But i really dunno how to.
i can feel tt saxa standard is dropping. we're no longer the "superior" section in band which we used to be.
Feels tt its all my fault. sighss. how can i rectify tt. i must! i dont care how hard it is. its a must.
cos i cannot let the prev batches' efforts go to waste.
WE'LL CATCH UP!
starting from myself. i'll demand a high standard of my own indiv playing. i mean it.
After sl meeting. realised the others left.
meaning the grp of ppl whom i go dinner with after practs.
Without a word. a single word.
Felt even worse than i ever had.
the least u guys can do is ask me whether i wld be joining? or even just telling me u guys are gg without me is better than nth..
HATES the feeling of being abandoned.
hasnt felt so disappointed for very long. seems as if what i had ard me before was surreal and fake.
nvr have i been so disillusioned. i wished the feeling wld just disappear.
that last link of hope tt i was holding on to? maybe its all gone.

sry. this has been a long post. just needed to vent. i'll be fine.
but will my passion and trust ever return? That's a question.

walking down that stretch of road alone..my heart felt empty. my eyes were wet. how did that passion slip away unnoticingly. love band-this has always been my line. now, im no longer sure. hates the emptiness in me. where did my love go to.

be contented.

2008-02-26T22:26:00.003+08:00

i want to be a happier person! (:
let's all try to be optimistic bout life? hahas
i hv no idea how long i can last..x) but well, i feel like trying. ^^
yay gambatte!

my aims: c2 bt1. capriccio xxiv!

band has been a huge part of my life..really can't imagine living without it. but recently, hv been thinking too much bout certain stuff tt made me lose my passion. hopefully tt all will past & i shall be my happy self again. :)

L change the world!

2008-02-23T23:59:00.003+08:00

loves the show..^^ went to watch with dear after band orientation!

oh wait. sidetrack abit..

HAPPY BDAY RUJUN!!! :D
yay.

yeap okay back to the story. went back to town area the cathay to watch L! nice nice show.. though still abit 可惜 that L died..but.. well. L rocks!! (: everyone shld watch it manx. its a closure to the first 2 shows.. yupp. okay anyway before movie we went for dinner.

i took some photos of dear.. hahah :P just random shots.. yay yeap.

managed to steal a shot with him looking @ me (:

after 2 failed attempts, he decided to let me take another proper shot! xD

had a long long day today.. super duper uber tired..=X
tmr.. will be another scary day..
good luck to me..
i must overcome my fears!!!

orientation

2008-02-23T23:35:00.005+08:00

"16 j1s.

17 j2s.

4 groups."

Not quite what i expected. But i'm really glad some of the groups tried their best to win. Appreciates their enthusiasm.. (:
Many thanks to all who came..j1s who gave us the chance to plan this for you guys and j2s who took time off their busy schedules to join us.. thanks loads..!

here are some photos which i took! many others are with other ppl cos they despised my 2.0 megapixel camera hp! =X hahah! :)

oh will upload the photo taken of everyone @ kallang leisure park when i get it too! (:

la simplicité d'amour

2008-02-23T23:30:00.002+08:00

I realised..a relationship isnt just about 2 people. many others are interlinked and the concept of my blog name-la simplicité d'amour doesnt really seem to apply after all.. =/
But well..since nth is simple. i'll just have to learn to deal with the complexity and live with it.
good luck to me.
I know i'll always have your support right? i'll do anything just for you(:

hcband orientation 2008

2008-02-22T00:34:00.001+08:00

oh ya. just for the sake of saying.

HC BAND ORIENTATION 2008 DETAILS ARE ON
www.-capriccio-.blogspot.com

pls take a loooook! ^^

dramafeste 2008!

2008-02-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

Yay. went for dramafeste.. okayy anw shall blog abit about my boring life.
today..
school ended quite early. 130pm! 1 of my rare early days. but no rest for me. went with rujun andrea weixin meijun & jiawei to check out the band orientation amazing race places. took lotsa bus 11~ =/ then had to go back sch alone! bus 170 =S All for dramafeste (which starts @ 7pm). But it sure was worthwhile my time to go back! YAY. ^^
All the 4 plays were fantastic! x) damn great job ppl. but still. GO ARTEMIS! Win it! :D hahas. good luck to all for tmr's judging perf. woooots (:

Went to eat after tt. cos super hungry. No-one to peii me eat dinner. yea so i had dinner @ like 10pm. lols. went kap with huihong and caiqin. xD yays. went home. then 捞鱼生..forgot today lao-ing.. yeap. then went to do band orientation stuff.. so now super duper duper tired.

Going to sleeeep le! Tmr still got gp assignment =/ and a LONGGGGG day..
long physics tut + long econs tut and lecture + long GP + long chem tut.
= Longgggggggggggggggg DAY! ):
Lessons end @ 3pm.

And got band pract. 430-830 i heard.
but good thing is..
my dear's coming out! yay.
mmkay..zzzz i need slp (:

missing ya loads dear! really really^^

2008-02-18T17:02:00.001+08:00

damnit.
Really feel like gg to tt place..
then i rmbred my promise. that i wont go there alone.
this sucks ):

2008-02-17T22:16:00.004+08:00

i don't know how we ended up like this..
wished i knew what went wrong..
don't know if things wld ever be the same..
but i know it won't be easy to pick up from where we left it.. ):

i just pray tt it wont happen to me again. i really treasure all the relationships i've made.
And believe strongly that bonds were fated to be.

<3 purple light place

2008-02-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

wonderful friday after lessons xD
watch high school band outdoors.
go out with band peeps.
good food day + have fun day.
cineleisure.
no movie.
pastamania.
purple light place.
i've never game.
forfeit.
wallet.
catching.
wants to ***.
band mania.
hopping race.
tag race.
spin spin spin.
unglam.
influenced others.
went to ***.
reached home 1145.
zZzz.

vday

2008-02-14T21:26:00.004+08:00

with you but without you.
is this a thing to be happy or not.

doesn't feel the same without you beside me during valentine's..i miss you loads dear.):

CNY

2008-02-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm..This year's cny seemed to pass by very fast.. It's actually one of the longer ones that we have.. 5days~~ anyways, here's a brief summary of what i did throughout this period. No actual need for summary cos i didn't really do much but well..

here's it. (:

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05/02/08 (tuesday night)

Dear gave me a surprise by coming down to my house!(: At around 11 when i just came back from tuition~ thought he was booking out on wed morning..*hugs* yay. so had abit of time with him before he had to go off to m'sia with his family on wed..

06/02/08

Went to school for cny celebrations.. Doesn't seem to be as fun and enjoyable as i thought.. But well, hwachong spirit is still way way higher than other schools.. :) There's a reason for why i said so.. cos.. at 9plus, i went with my local classmates to kap for breakfast.. Then decided to return back to school to find my dear, who went back to visit some of his classmates..Along the way back, saw lots of students leaving the school after their cny celebrations. eg. ny and nj. So when i reached back at like 11plus.. Was quite surprise to see the mass dance session starting.. ^^ & alot of ppl joined in.. So i say, the sch spirit is actually quite good in comparison to others.. :) hahas. anw, found my darling and waited with him for his bro jb to finish being flagpoled. lols..

stoned in band room until 2plus then i went back home.

Went to my auntie's hse for reunion dinner..steamboat again.. yeapp. nothing much to do there. played with my cute cute nephew! :D got bullied by him -.-" but well, he's uber uber cute! :) so he's forgiven. hahahs. Was vv bored. So after playing some noobish game with my cousin, some memory game which i lost all (no surprise), we decided to watch taiwan drama~ 鬥牛要不要! it's about bball de. So obviously, i got hooked on.. Cos the dvd released is only until ep8.. I went on youtube to continue watching until ep12 which is the most recent one shown in taiwan. haha. finished with 1 night. so waiting for the next ep! yay! :)

07/02/08

Went to pay respect to my grandparents in the morning.. Then went uncle's hse for lunch.. After that i went home~~!!! omgosh. so its like i reached home around 4pm.. -.-" Without anything to do.. :( hahahs. so i went to watch another taiwan drama online. 公主小妹..but this one havent finish watching yet..Only watched till ep 8. yeap. must continue soon :D

08/02/08

So basically i spent the whole of this day at home watching drama cos some band peeps decided to dao me totally. :( shall not mention names. but.. well. i was quite pissed on that day. Now, okay le larhs. so nvm. shall not say much. =) mmkay, skipp~!

09/02/08

Went hyatt hotel for buffet.. Family lunch~! It was a treat from my cousin..yeap. the food there quite nice.. loves the desserts especially :D all the chocolate cakes, fondues, brownie etc etc. haha =) After that went to meet jess they all to go jess's hse.. yeap.. Went to the wrong bus-stopSSS.. so in the end i had to go there alone while they waited for me at the bus-stop near her hse.. *feels dumb* haha. =S anw, quite fun at there.. cos.. u know, been stoning the whole of the prev day.. so any activity is fun. :) play abit of cards. and random games. 撈魚生. and ate dinner there. dear came at 10plus to peii me home.. ^^ yay. no bus ride alone..*huggs* Feels happy to see him~! Dear stayed around at my hse till 1plus.. then he say he need to go home prepare my surprise. haha :D *wonders!* hope i'll get my surprise soon bahh :)

10/02/08

First person whom i see when i open my eyes in the morning.My darling! :) yay. haha. he came by around 9am.. Of course i was still sleeping in bed..So he came to wake me up.. lols..Ate breakfast at my hse then went PS for kungfu dunk~~darling bought tix online..

sorry bout the moodswings! =X *huggs* i promise i'll try my best not to do it anymore k.. no 6/30 larhs! :) *muacks!*

After movie had lunch tog. then went to dear's hse to 拜年..Didn't know so many relatives gg his hse.. =S bleah.. I counted at least 15!! All the unfamiliar faces.. scary scary.. hehs. yea. so anyway yah lorh. abit 不自在 cos got quite a few of his relatives. uncleS auntieS cousinS cousinS' gfS. bleahh shan't say more..yeap. Oh. Happy B'day to dear's auntie! :) 生日快樂~! Anw, dear had to book in today, so went with him in his dad's car to pasir ris.. But didn't ride his dad's car home cos..well. he was picking dear's godsis to dunno why. so i wld feel weird lah. Rather take mrt home.. =X 1half hour ride home..

Ahh mmkay. gg to read up abit for chem spa skill D. which is tmr first period. Sucks :(

ta-ta

*thanks jess for the photo* ^^

HAPPY CNY TO ALL! <3

bahh :)

2008-02-03T18:46:00.000+08:00

dear's booking in again..-.-"! bleahs..

Anw, peii-ed him to shopp for cny clothes today.. :) went orchard. So nice being able to shop with darling! Enjoyed alot of blissful moments together.. You nv fails to make my day too.. ^^

Ice cream! :P

Happy CNY dear!

Thou ya not able to peii me during cny, i'll still miss u loadds~~*muacks* takecare!! ^^

PS: If ya wondering what does the word "bahh" has to do with this post, refer to dear's blog. lol

In the early morning march..
With a fieldpack on my back
With an aching in my heart
And my body full of sweat

Im a long long way from home
And I miss my lover so
In the early morning march
When the cold wind blow

When the cold wind blows
When the cold wind blows
When the cold wind blows
I miss you so..

I know, i know
You had to go
But hurry back home
Cos i miss you so :)

such a sweet song..ahh (:

yay! ^^

2008-02-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

Dear's book out day today! (: Haven't seen him for 2 weeks lae.. Miss him loads! Dear came over to find me after booking out & we went for lunch tog.. @ taka there de pasta cafe..

Ahh. dear so super super psychic today.. hahas.. knows what i am thinking everytime even before i said anything. :D Then in the evening he peii-ed me back home for dinner.. steamboat~! with my family. my parents, my sis & her bf and us =) Yeapp. every moment spent in his company is always so blissful.. :) *hugs!*

I forgot to take photo before eating! haha so this is actually taken after our meal! :D

yay. dear stayed till around 1140 to peii me.. (:

Weely's bday!

2008-02-02T00:49:00.001+08:00

hahahs. 2 Feb's weely's birthday..First among the few of us to be able to watch M18. lols. congrats! :D

Anw, the few of us decided to celebrate his b'day for him today! quite a few of them couldn't make it =( But yeap. anyways.

Sean. Caining. Jiawei. Rujun. Ernest. Me

& of course the most impt person of the day ~WEELIANG~

went to jack's place at near amk there for dinner at 8plus.. (:

Alright, shall let the photos speak for themselves now! ^^

okay ta-ta i need my beauty sleep le. (:

Artemis Fac CIP! <3

2008-02-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

On 27 Jan '08, it all started with the 3 of us doing fac cip @ redhill~ (: We painted the kitchen and the living room! hahas. quite fun. Efficient us finished our job by noon and decided tt we have too much time on our hands.. So, here we are, camwhoring! xD

Presenting CQ, Shermain and Me!

Spastic shermain and cq decided to showcase their ugly slippers.. poor me caught in the middle! =X hahahas!

Unfortunately, there were some attackers. So brave cq displayed her prowess. That's such a nice pose.. :D

However, she was defeated. With the game of truth or dare, this was what became of her. ^^

Surprised that cq was defeated by the attackers, we did nothing to help her. HAHAHs.

Angry that we did not help her, she decided to ostracise herself. =P

But well, this is a happy ending. She decided to forgive us. And here we are, together! yays~

2008-01-31T22:43:00.000+08:00

feeling sad and happy at the same time. isn't that a torture. =(

=/

2008-01-28T18:36:00.000+08:00

dear's sick..:( and he's still at field camp. bleahhs.>< Worried!! And i realise my mood these days very weird/extreme. hehs. i can be happy at one moment and sad at another. very high at one and quiet at another. Feels alot but able to express very little. Just don't know whats wrong..

Nights are so lonely without your company. missing you loads..

2008-01-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

stop this please. be brave. i need to stop being weak. and learn to control myself.

shopping spree(:

2008-01-27T00:19:00.001+08:00

Yays. bought more clothes for new year. and new phone! (: 1 dress 1 bag and 1 top.
This morning woke up to find my phone officially dead. As in really dead. cos i cant even switch it on. =/ So, had to go buy new phone today.. Wanted to wait for W760i to come out de..But can't wait longer.. so i bought W910i which is the phone tt many ppl have already! *sighs* nvm.. it just means tt its a zai phone right? lol.. xD

real tired after a whole day of shopping.. gotta rest (: yays

good food day(:

2008-01-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

We came up the idea of a slack day last fri.
the good food day!

Last school day of the week so must treat ourselves well.. it starts with this. boring tiring tiring lessons for me all the way till 3pm. then play cards or sports or both till 5plus. then go watch high school outdoor. Must give them support. this year at home ground laes. xD jiayous! yup anw, after tt we'll random take a bus to eat good food. Last week was the other direction; went swensens @ thomson plaza, so this week is my side! yay :) For once i didnt have to take a bus for super long to get home.. hahas. But actually right, i dont mind laes. doesnt mind gg anywhere..Likes bus rides cos can stone and think of stuff. yeap. so anyway this week got a bigger crowd. Went sunset way & ate @ rocky pizza.

now im home. and feeling tired. =/

NS = :(

2008-01-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hates the words confinement and fieldcamp. :( bleahs! oh and i hate those "white horses" too! lol..
Only got to spend half a day with my dear yesterday cos his whole company got confinement! bad sergeants+officers! hahhas xD kidding larhs..dear booked out in the morning and needs to return by evening.. And this fri he needs to go for field camp for 6days, means can't come out this weekend! =X Cant talk to him when he's at field camp! iwmyvaa!! :) *hugs* takecare darlingg..!

I miss you loads dear! (:

band band.

2008-01-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

Conducted trials on the previous 2 days. monday and tuesday. Our first time ever. Surprisingly, the responses were quite good.. Especially on monday. Had our 1st official band pract of the year today. Together with the j1s this year. We have like about 50 j1s today! That is like so amazingg..! If almost all stay on, this year's batch would be the largest one ever. We can finally play grand pieces which require a bigger sized band! About 80 strong? yay.

Wishes to apologise for the mess and confusion at the start of practice. sorry sorry! (: The instrumentation is really a huge problem.. Took me quite a while to settle it.. cos i've nvr had to handle such a gigantic saxa section before..

Sightread some pieces. Overture 1812, Variations sth sth (one of the songs tt we heard at kashiwa concert; we sound totally different! hehs) and some pieces i dont rmbr what. Anyway there were some parts which were quite hard.. hmm. Though personally i dont find today's practice productive, i do hope everyone enjoyed it! well, first practice should be more fun and lighthearted and i think sightreading was pretty fun. Except for the trying to read notes part. Aiyahs. i suck at reading the notes from far. i must put nearnear de. hahahs! :D noob me i know.. i admit. hehes.

Anyways, band was okay. after practice, heard from nic and leng that saxo had to cut players. So it means tt i had to be the bad person to reject those who nvr learn saxo before. byebye mingyang and yenpin. I'm so sorry! Hope you guys will still join band, in another section.. yeaps! (: all the other ppl in other sections are vv nice too.. Though im the nicest! hahas. =)

So after pract, dunno why we lagged so much. The journey from salt to college took so so long. By the time we reached kap, i was starving! hahas. yeap. Band dinner got quite a few ppl. Mostly j2s though. Mr leng joined us too.. Hopefully nxt time we wld be able to flood kap with ppl! HAHA. :D

Like usual, im super tired after band practs. i have no idea why! Everytime after pract, no matter how early or late, i wont be able to get any work done.. I'll only feel like zZzZZ... hahhas. quite bad actually.. so i've been slacking since i got home. lol.
Ahh. gonna be 11pm soon! promised my dear to sleep before that.. okayys.. byeeee.. sweet dreams everyone. ^^

motivated!

2008-01-13T10:48:00.000+08:00

school life has been boring.. work and more work.. but i know i must push myself to work hard and study! less than one year! yays (: now, the only thing i look forward to is every weekend when i can see my dear.. so i'll work hard for the whole week and enjoy my weekends with dear.. :) such a good plan right!! hahas.. yeaps.. so i've been carrying out that plan since the year started.. xD i'm studying more now! jiayous to me!

lets blog about sth else.. hmm.. this new batch of j1s seemed really enthu and passionate.. i think its great! Looking at them go through orientation made me miss my j1 life all over again.. Especially the 1st 3 mths in NJ where i had my orientation.. I would never ever forget the fun i had there and all the friends i met.. Although we seldom have the chance to meet up nowadays, do know that u guys are always being missed by me! :) I promise i will find everyone out after A's and pick up from where we stopped..

Went for kashiwa band concert on fri night.. they were superb. Despite being told that it's a good band and all that comments, I was seriously thrown aback by the high standard of music playing and visual performance they put up. the visual stuff they did was truly pure art.. I doubt any of singapore bands can reach up to that kind of visual art standard.. I'm so glad i didnt miss out on this concert.. Even though i had to give up going for hwachong campfire, i wont regret it at all! but i still want to go back from campfire next year! hahas :D

band practs gg to start soon.. And j1s would be joining us.. I better buck up and practise more. hahas :) And really start planning for band orientation.. Maybe, band cny reunion dinner would be nice too.. maybe maybe.. (:

It's a whole new year

2008-01-01T11:22:00.000+08:00

As we bade goodbye to 2007, we embrace 2oo8 with open arms! To a new year filled with factors of unknowns and anticipations, i hope that it will be a great year ahead.. For me, and for all..(:

Went for countdown at vivo last night with darlingg.. Spent the last moments of 2007 and first moments of 2008 with him.. As we stood linking hands, we stand strong and determined to face the future.. Irregardless of whats in stored for us, i believe we can face with all that comes our way.. I have that trust.. We have that faith.. (:

Certainly, 7 has been a memorable year for us and i'll definitely remember all that we went through together.. (Even with my minute storage memory space.. :D) All the times when dear was sweet nice and caring to me.. Protective of me.. Psychic towards me.. & being understanding always.. ^^

Sharing our resolutions, looking into the future together, standing beside you always..Is ever so blissful.. Hopefully that will stay with us forever.. All our promises to each other, our love for each other will never fail.. *hugs*

straight hair day

2007-12-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

phone ran outta batt= no alarms ringing in the morning=woke up late!
yeap. so not much hw done at all today. did a couple qns of math and thats bout it.. =( lols
went for my appointment at 3pm. rebonded my hair! *wonders if it will last long..* anywayys, it took my whole afternoon.. From 3-7plus! tiring tiring to sit on that stupid uncomfortable chair for so longg!! arghh hahas.. but well well.. SMILES! i have my straight hair now.. but i cant wash hair until sunday! =X This is the worst part of the deal i guess.. Shall bear with it though.. :)

yeaps..tomorrow's my mugging day!! really have to catch up with my work.. Though i doubt i'll be able to finish all of them.. sighhs.. okok.. Here's my plan:
Saturday: Finish up math assignment (left bout err 12 qns i think)
Sunday (morning/afternoon): Do econs assignment, hopefully start on my gp! If cannot finish then dao bahhs.. :D
Night: Nhsb Bbq~! maybe meeting my dear..
Monday: Meet up with gangoFour! :) most probably anywayy..& meeting my darlingg! miss him miss him miss him~~! lalalal :D
Tuesday: my deardear ^^
Wednesday: SCHOOL REOPEN! omigosh! =/ ugghh..

Will probably be busy busy till school reopen.. & dunno whether will be busy after that.. so.. not blogging much le i think.. :) ohh.. of cos. i'll blog new year resolution on o1o108! ^^

2007-12-22T12:44:00.000+08:00

looks @ the pile of hw left undone. :(( bleahhs..

dardar's back for 1 day! (:

2007-12-20T20:51:00.000+08:00

17-19 dec~ band chalet.

19 dec~ After chalet i went home to sleep.. so that i can be awake when meeting my dear at night! hahahs. (: So long nvr see him lers.. Miss him lots! ^^ yeapps. Met my dear for dinner at around 8plus.. He looks so cute with his new haircut.. LOL XD Refused to take out his cap when outside lo.. And.. His jeanss.. hahahhs :) Cant stop laughing =P my dear always so funny de.. x) Then around 11, dear sent me home.. cos we were both tired.. lols.. I slept so much lo! feels so piggish :D But anyways we arranged to meet early next morning..((:

20 dec~ Woke up at 8! Despite me setting 2 alarms for 730 which kept ringing every 5 mins.. =X I dunno what to say about myself.. Anywayys, after that i took bus to my dear's hse! Supposed to cook breakfast for him..^^ yupps.. Shao gg to rain when i reached there.. Luckily i left hse early! if not sure drenched de.. hahhas.. Oh ya, darling was washing his army clothes when i reached.. So funny lo.. He hang his laundry le, then all still dripping water de. Then he put the fan there to dry it.. LOL. ltac arhs? =) yeapps. Played piano together and dear played songs for me while i was doing dishes.. dear shao pro arhs.. ^^ After that we went to do jigsaw! lolls.. So many moments when dear was so sweet to me.. Really felt very blissful and contented you know.. i know u felt the same too..(: Time with dear always pass very fast de lo.. Had to leave at 630 cos darling had to report back to camp le.. =/ Made my way home alone... bleahhs..

I Miss You Loadss darling.. Looking forward for my surprise! *wonder what it is* Anywayys, u'll get yours soon too! *huggs* Seeya during xmas~~~ Muacks..

GET WELL SOON DEAR! (:

14 Dec '07

2007-12-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

Our last night together..=X Okayy. We started with dear asking me to plan the day's journey.. But lousy me did a lousy job.. bleahhs.. We met up around 11plus 12 cos both of us had sth on in the morning.. yeapps. we went orchard to eat lunch..:) vila'ge @ heeren.. Ate lotsa potatoes! Cos both of us like them alot.. hahas.. xD i remember what i promised u darling.. dont worry! :) nxt time k.. *huggs*

Then after that we had to decide what to do.. First we went cine..My logic was that can watch movie there, go arcade, go kbox or go random shopping.. :) Hahahs. yupp. I was in the horror-film-mood that day.. So wanted to watch 30days of night.. But sadly its M18!! Though dear can buy tix but i dont think i can sneak in.. Cine sure got check de. =/ Yup. so we didnt watch in the end.. Oh we went arcade for awhile.. Played air hockey and photohunt! :) hahas.. 2 ppl only for photohunt considered quite pro already bahhs :D Okayy so after that we went shopping along orchard road.. And @ suntec there dear bought a necklace for me..the same design that both of us choose.. (: Same taste.. ^^ yupps..So we went marina square to walk around too.. Deardear wanted to find one cafe that he saw from the Net but never found it in MS before.. So we went around hunting for that cafe.. hahas.. :D In the end, we went customer service.. It wasnt situated in the shoppingmall itself..Somewhere further away outside de.. Anyways the cafe is called 爱情海民歌餐厅.. yupp quite famous larhs.. :)

Then.. we went Esplanade to look at the view and see the sun set together.. Can see the sky turning dark and the building lights brightening.. Like fullerton all that.. So nice.. :) Stayed there for awhile... Then we went MS to eat dinner.. =) dardar sent me home after that...

Hmms..okayy.. I think i wont be blogging anytime soon.. Cos dear's not here, there wont be happy posts anyways.. So, should just stop for awhile.. :) And gg for band chalet on monday.. wonder if anyone would turn up.. bleahs.. =X So much things to settle.. sighhs

i miss my dear loads.. dardar must take care! :)

往著那些照片，

聼起熟悉的歌，

想到幸福的回憶.. 怎麽辦？

我真的好想好想你。

13 Dec '07

2007-12-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

Dear & i went ecp in the afternoon! :) I rode a two-seater bike for the first time laes!! Usually i don't dare to sit that de..cos sitting at the backseat cannot see the front view at all, then very scary! But with my dear in front, its different of course.. :) Yeapss..So we rode a two-seater together.. Went to sit at his fav places of ecp.. the jettys (: Then after tt we ate dinner at some korean/jap place in ecp.. Ohh ohh! & ate icecream @ gelare~! :) Deardear made me eat the whip cream! hahas.. =D

Ready for bio lesson ppl? ^^

Let's eat with our noses (left for food, right for liquid). Talk with our ears (left for others, right for someone special). Listen with our mouths (must pay attention-open wide wide). The neck is the arm. The head is the hand. The arm is the neck. The finger is the head. And guess where's our brain? :) *huggs*

That's what my deardear taught me.. :D good thing i don't take bio right? hahhas.. *muacks* (:

Then after eating icecream.. went to walk along the beach.. :) After tt darling sent me home..

Hmm..i must start learning again how to go home alone on bus with no one peiing me.. So not used to it now.. =(

dardar's gone..:(

2007-12-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

Met my darling this morning for breakfast and to send him off.. *huggs* i really really miss him alot alot..=( Our time together was so short..& soon he had to leave lers..Now, he's gone.. But he promise me he'll come find me soon~!! and i received his call just now :) glad he's fine.. yupp darling sleep earlyy..tmr need to wake up at 530am! o.O sweet dreamss ^^

Anywayys, after dear went off.. i went out.. To orchard shopping alone.. =( nobody peii me!! ='( shao walk the whole of orchard road alone arhs.. damn sad can..But i know it is alot better than me going home and stone alone with no one at home.. =X my parents went holidays, my sis went out! ONLY ME AT HOME NOW.. sad sad.. Can't stop myself from feelin sad todayy.haiis..well well.. nvm. At least today i bought my dear's xmas present! hahas.. he would need it..lolls :P And sth else that he likes lo..(: I'm impressed by myself.. Shopped alone for..7hours! bleahss..

photoss(:

2007-12-12T23:48:00.000+08:00

wait.. i just gotta blog these photos in.. xD darling so cute right! Made him carry my bag for me to pose for the photos :) Of course i didnt bully him and made him help me carry all the time larhs.. It was just for the photos..

My cute & sweet deardear~~

bleahs!

2007-12-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

=X time is moving so fast... ahhhhZzZ! 2plus more days & my dear would be gone :( gone for at least 2 weeks! bleahhs! okayy shh.. dont talk about this.. shall blog sth happy. :) Must treasure my dear alot alot more while he's still here to peii me ^^

Today met my dear in the morning, cos he peiing me to watch national piano competition @ some place called Alliance Francaise near Newton mrt. We arrived late.. Only slightly k! :D hahas.. So got no more seats left. shao full house arhs. We had to sit on the steps.. The comp started off with junior category.. They were so pro already lo.. *hides my face! bleahs* Anyways, after listening to 2 pianists (they played 3 songs each), there was a 10 mins interval.. So we went out for a walk.. And never returned. hahas! :) My main motive was only for my dear to peii me mahs! SORRY! (:

So, we went to Orchard.. Walked around at Far East first.. Peii-ed my dear to get some stuff that he needs for NS.. Yeaps.. :) He bought a padlock for his NS locker at far east.. Then we walked along orchard rd.. Holding a pink umbrella! :D Know what, throughout our entire day there, we only saw 2 other couples holding pink umbrella! Singaporeans shao despise pink umbrellas arhh! <33 pink umbrella~ lols :) Ate lunch at NYDC at Wheelocks. Then we went on to buy lotsa stuff.. Like air freshener, his ipod cover( i choose for him de! so cannot say its ugly k!! i dont care xD), motorola charger and battery.. That's for his hp which he's gonna use in ns..One without camera.. =) Oh, we bought the last 2 items at the motorola shop at The Cathay.. Yupps. After that.. we played stupid games lo.. To decide what to do next.. hahas. Ended up watching another movie.. Alvin the chipmunk! :D The chipmunks were so so so cute XD!! But of cos darling cuter :P Yeap.. Then still early mahs.. wanted to see more of my dear :) So we went McCafe to buy drinks.. I drank mocha frappe and my dear drank double choc! Hmms.. Shouldn't it be the other way round instead? =D Well, anyways.. We just sat there and talk lo.. Feels so nice & blissful even when we were just talking.. =) Yup. after that darling sent me home..*hugs*

Missing ya loads! ^^

photoss(:

2007-12-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

Havent gotten the section photos taken with nhsb saxas on Bella Notte Musicale I concert day yet.. But got this one! ^^ mini-section photo taken after noel'07 concert.. They came down to support me! yays :)

Bon Voyage!

2007-12-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

On this day, i wish all the band members on the thailand trip to have a fun and safe journey!! See all of you back on 15th & at band chalet on 17! (:

This morning i went to send hcband off to thailand.. Took a train and reached changi airport with my dear at around 11plus.. Bought a pack of chocs for saxas and wished them bon voyage..:) Then, i went to walk around and eat with my darling before sending the band off at the departure gate. Waved and waved. xD Hope they all have fun throughout the trip. As i looked at them through the depature gate, felt a little 不舍得.. Cos cannot join them for the trip.. yeaps. though this is not our first trip (the first was to m'sia), but its our first official trip tog as a band and as a j1 batch.. Next year can only join them as "extra" le. hahhas. =/
But i'm not saying that i regret my decision not to go..And to stay to peii my dear in his last few days before gg NS.. :) I've chosen what i wanted.. Which is keeping him company.. So, yeap, there'll always be other chances for trips next year.. (:

Anywayys.. After sending the group off,those who came to send them off (namely Edwin, Edward, dear & me) tried to find the bus terminal.. Finally after much efforts, we found it and took bus 36 to dhoby ghaut there, where we then parted. Edwin went home and edward went walking around alone. Darling & i went The Cathay to buy movie tix for golden compass.. yups. After that, ate abit at cathay and went PS to walk around (dear was counting stars..star number 162 i think) Then dear sent me home.. :) Today we walked in the rain for 2 times! Once from bus-stop to cathay and another time from bus-stop to lrt station.. Hahhas. I managed to make dear take a pink umbrella from my hse! LOL. Cos i dont wanna him to catch a cold and fall sick :) shao will xintong arhs.. yups. so hahahs. sorry darling, i know it looks abit gay larhs. budden u know i'll be worried right? shao pouring and the bus-stop so far away from your hse lo! ((: Glad darling listened to me~! *hugs*

Hmms.. I hope darling knows how much i love him by now..(: After all that we went thru together.. You must know that i really love you loads and wont ever leave u k.. Would give up anything just for you.. You can doubt anything but that.. =)

Concertsss!

2007-12-08T00:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had Bella Notte Musicale I.
Today went for Philharmonic Wind.
Tomrorow is Noel '07.

some photos(bella notte musicale I)

2007-12-07T13:59:00.000+08:00

Yays.. got some photos from zoelyn (my junior) who is super efficient! not like jh! okayy. so i'll upload what i have first (: The others such as section photos etc will have to wait for the slow-poke!

TA-TA

(me.jiahao) LOOK! I'm tall! :D

(donna.zoelyn.me) My cute juniors! :)

(zoelyn.jiahao.me) He invited himself into the photo trying to act tall! =X

Bella Notte Musicale I

2007-12-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

Today celebrates the first independent concert that nhsb has ever had! wooots.. It's a start nonetheless.. We'll improve and improve and improve!! :) First perfomance by alumni band too!! Yays. (: Hope we can keep the alumni band together and let us grow stronger and stronger!! x) Saxas alumni- Jiahao, Christofle, Junjie & Me! WE ROCK! XD
Will upload section photos and alumni band photos etc as soon as i get them..

Thankew dear for coming down to support me! :) Really very happy to see you laes.. And.. Thanks alot alot for pinky! :) She-bear :D *hugs*

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dardar's gone..:(

photoss(:

bleahs!

photoss(:

Bon Voyage!

Concertsss!

some photos(bella notte musicale I)

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